Just another happy ending?

So happy this day 

with the anticipation behind me

No fear just release

Ease of being me

unexpected but welcome

happy at the comfort level

ecstatic at the promise of now

and what may be 

what is to be

comfort and joy in the pain

knowing there will be an end

lasting minutes or hours or days    

until the longing comes in waves of

pin tingling sharp anguish

    lasting for even brief periods

it is pain

I must concentrate on now


not concentrate at all

for today is all that matters

and when today is over 

It will be tomorrow

simply tomorrow

with no expectations





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