Becoming My Shadow

this sums up how so many feel so succinctly good one Jack

A Mind

Seperate me from the sunlight

So that I can see what I am without it

I become my shadow

Understanding its pain

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After the Hibernation

Fast forward to 06/15/2017 I haven’t vlogged let alone blogged in a few years (3 at least) I think it may be time to change that.  Bare with me as I renegotiate this site an all it’s complexities.  Things have truly changed in the last three to four years, some really disturbing and disrupting things. Those things have turned into some incredibly great outcomes.  It has been a long nap a well deserved rest that has turned into an awakening, a yearning to get back on the horse and ride again. I will be writing here and if elsewhere I will let you know.  What will I write about   LIFE.   ACTIVISM.  FEMMINISM. SPIRITUALISM. LOVE. POLITICS. LGBTGA ISSUES.  VETERANS ISSUES. MENTAL HEALTH. BUTCH FEMME ISSUES. EQUAL RIGHTS. HUMAN RIGHTS.  PLAIN AND SIMPLE JUST PLAIN

LIFE

SO HANG ON FOR THE RIDE AND IN THE MEANTIME BROWSE THROUGH THE ARCHIVES.  THINGS MAY CHANGE BUT THEY WILL CERTAINLY BE INTERESTING.

 

Billy Two Rivers Hunt – Eagle Song Meditation

Alisaqueti

We (Songbear & Myself) were gifted this song from Spirit in the winter of 2002. Following the events of September 11, 2002 many families, friends and loved ones had no closure from their loved ones. This song was created just for that reason – CLOSURE!!

Now I invite you to close your eyes and imagine that you are on the back of the wings of an Eagle, Your Eagle. You are going to fly as high as you can to Spirit and connecting with the loved one(s) that have crossed over without hearing or saying “farewell”. As you make this connection In Spirit, greet them with a smile and your loving arms for they are waiting for you to come to them now. After the connection is MADE….get back on the wings of your Eagle and come back to this world that we now live in, but with your loved…

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The Sting

Missing you                                                    Is eternal

It is the hell of my existence

                                                                            like the sting of a Wasp

Never leaving my mind

                                                                            How sweet the situation

That brought me into your grip

                                                                            How bitter the parting

When you pulled away from me

                                                                            Leaving us both used up

Your stinger firmly implanted

                                                                           You wouldn’t let me leave

You would not let go

                                                                           The long red trail of reminder

Still streaks up my arm

                                                                            From the venom of our love

And into my heart for an eternity

                                                                           You never go away                       

you are mine forever

                                                                            For better or for worse

If only in my memory

just words

Just Words

 

Image

Comparison

Laughable

Consumption

Sorrowful

Realization

Semantics

Twisted

Meaning

Convoluted

Time

Wasted

Feelings

Expressed

Self     expression

Realization

Image

Unimportant

Living

Freely

Fearless

Unstoppable

Caring

Loving

Endowed

Protected

Loved

Loving

Taught

Ingested

Meaning

Knowing

worth

Resolve

Life 

Rise Above

Rise Above

Some people think they are so incredibly smart

as to get over on you ,

when

           in actuality

                                 YOU are  allowing them

                                                                             mainely what They wish to  do

and that Is

                                                                                                                                 to  sink beneath the energy level at which you currently resonate

and to wallow in their own low level thinking,

                                                     of how to conive to get their own selfish desires

so that they may learn

                                   and one day actually rise up

to a level they are entitled to enjoy.

                                                        Rather than pretend they are at a place that they are not.

I am thankful for this

                                 As it shows just how far

I have come out of the depths of

                                                                                                                                         Deception

So I will keep your measly pittance of

                                                              delusional self proclaimed importance

as a reminder

                        and every month I will say

Thank you Devine

                             For the knowledge that

I have been saved

                                                                                                                               from energy which destroys

Rather than nourishes

                                     that I need not feed off of others

but

                                      that I am able to give to feed others

Yes we all know Someone

                                          LikeThat                                     

                                                       So I say to you

Be thankful

That you too can rise above.

JS