Rise Above

Rise Above

Some people think they are so incredibly smart

as to get over on you ,


           in actuality

                                 YOU are  allowing them

                                                                             mainely what They wish to  do

and that Is

                                                                                                                                 to  sink beneath the energy level at which you currently resonate

and to wallow in their own low level thinking,

                                                     of how to conive to get their own selfish desires

so that they may learn

                                   and one day actually rise up

to a level they are entitled to enjoy.

                                                        Rather than pretend they are at a place that they are not.

I am thankful for this

                                 As it shows just how far

I have come out of the depths of


So I will keep your measly pittance of

                                                              delusional self proclaimed importance

as a reminder

                        and every month I will say

Thank you Devine

                             For the knowledge that

I have been saved

                                                                                                                               from energy which destroys

Rather than nourishes

                                     that I need not feed off of others


                                      that I am able to give to feed others

Yes we all know Someone


                                                       So I say to you

Be thankful

That you too can rise above.




The wind blew you into my world


Changed the way I perceived reality


Suddenly a cloud covered

You up

Swallowed you whole

and reality sunk in

There is no Reality

Only perception

And love is only where you

See it.

I need new lenses

In these damn glasses.






For a sign of sincerity,

Clawing my way through shortened response and peripheral     explainations

I find inadequate reasoning for my positive emotion regarding the very mention of your name

I reason

I know

I feel

 the questions

the distance that is palpable that is real.

Is the duplicity mine



Is it mind vs. soul

It is not mine it is yours

Do I seem to enjoy being lead beyond the falicy –

Is the leash you hold attached to a collar

or is it dragging on the ground

with a lost bitch running behind waiting for you to 


take a breath

turn around

and realize

what you

almost lost.



My Addiction



by    Lady J

It is a time of reflection

This time I have to go to another dark place

I must go inside

Quiet and dark and pensive

A place that I can not escape

A place that makes me angry at self

A place that reminds me I am not in control

And then I remember I am freer when I am enslaved

I don’t have to make decisions

They flow like the water off a snow capped mountain

They just happen

They are just handed down

The stress of them does not enfold me

return to this place of enslavement

Where I am given to surrender

I let go and say ‘whatever’

I live for this I am owned by this

I must have it so I must not fight it

Without it I am nothing

What is it?


It belongs to me

I KNOW WHAT MY ADDICTION IS DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOURS IS?  Get over it yes you have one we all do and you are no better than I

Some are addicted to drugs some alchohol others tobacco some food some sex some love all air all water all in living

Some are stronger addictions than others  some of us only surrender to 3 some of us to 5 or 6 or 7

Get off of your high and mighty horse

Your addiction to feeling superior

Don’t you see the higher you sit

The harder the landing when your addictions pull you down

I know my addiction

It is not what you think it is

Yet if I give it up

I will crumble in a heap of sorrow and destruction

It is not  yours

It is mine and mine alone to deal with

Or to not deal with

Unless of course you, and how you make me feel

Are the addiction